whispered wind and cracked cement

For years I have felt promoted to study and ponder the tree of life vision, an impression that there was more to learn that what I had already understood and known

I have pondered that dream many times before and loved it

This impression almost became annoying.  Not really, but that it was almost constantly there for years and years (about four or five)

I knew that the Spirit wanted to teach me something.  And none of this came from any other person.  It was all from me figuring this out on my own and revelation.

So little by little I felt I had more understanding come to me regarding the dream.  The parts came in pieces.  Sometimes slowly, but they fit together

I learned that the divine feminine, or Mother of all, is often portrayed in ancient texts by fruit-bearing trees.

I did receive, for me, confirmation that this was correct in part of the dream of what the tree represents.

I also know it does represent Christ too.  I know and have felt these types of dreams/visions have layers of meaning.

The world has erased the divine feminine out of scripture, sacred texts, many religions.  She was there before, in statues, symbols, words, stories, but the bible and other scriptures were edited by men and Her name was literally taken out or obscured.  Purposefully.

In the tree of life vision, when Nephi is shown the tree, he asks or is shown what it means and he is FIRST shown the Mother of the son of God.

I think that is very significant.

He also describes the tree as beautiful and white and then describes the Mother of the son of God almost with the exact same words, fair and white.

I think that is not a mistake on how they are described and what that is pointing to

I believe the world today and many of our institutions and even how we don’t recognize or honor the divine feminine right, is the pride of the world.  (I think it can have multiple meanings).  I believe that is the great and spacious building and they mock those that go to the divine feminine.

But the problem is that a great divide is between the tree and the great and spacious building.  And any building, no matter how grand or how many people believe it, etc. will not stand if it’s disconnected from the source of all life, the giver of all life, Mother.

Anyway, the last year the Spirit finally stopped pressing upon me and I feel peace feeling that I learned what I was supposed to.

Thought I’d share.  It’s been a journey and very enlightening for me.  I’ve had to (even as a girl), work on opening my mind and heart to some things regarding this and how we as a world have some things backwards and twisted regarding the divine feminine and women and men on this earth.  In relationships, in religions, in true authority, in everything.

I don’t think women are better than men.  Men are wonderful.  The hiding of the divine feminine is what has damaged this world and hurt both men and women.  Because it’s caused an imbalance.

And the unveiling of the divine feminine and Mother will help heal both genders and everyone.  And the very earth.  I believe that.